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You Can Always Cry To Nine.
Works at My Bedroom
Studies at CUNY Brooklyn
Lives in Chelsea, New York City
In a relationship with coffeebean
Speaks Swaguhh
Born on September 1st, 1990
From Williamsburg, Brooklyn
disaster cat. this cat is like “Raise hell, and leave”
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useful black hair? fuck all of you.
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Bandana season! Look at this filter. So “1977” #trite #subway #yesfilter #thereplacements (at The Derp Den)
Jeremy, The American…
Journals of Camille Javal
translated in September of 1968 from French to English
6/3/63
I have left Capri with Jeremy and we are currently in Rome. I never thought I would leave Paul the way I did. I’m glad to be with a real man. This American…I don’t think I’ll have to worry about him not standing up for me. I think he really likes me. Ever since I was in the car with him, I felt this attraction. He kissed me in the car and that was all I needed. Poor Paul, so wrapped up in his stupid movie he couldn’t even see how much he was losing me. I’m leaving Paul and never looking back.
6/14/63
Me and Jeremy are returning to the USA. I never been here. He told me I would make a great Hollywood actress. Even better than Marylin Monroe. That’s such an honour. Jeremy has been treating me very well. I think I love him! Paul is an afterthought at this point.
6/17/63
I love the view from my Manhattan apartment. I love the city, so rich with wonder and culture. Paul NEVER took me anywhere worthwhile. I phoned over to France and found out that Paul is dating that whore, Francesca. She was the translator between Jeremy and Paul. I hope he’s happy with someone as transparent as she is.
6/29/63
Everything is moving so quickly. Jeremy insisted that I get a divorce from Paul. I think he wants to marry me? I hope so, I’d love to be his wife. Also Jeremy taught me how to use a gun. It’s a 45. He said it’s for protection measuring. Living in NYC can be quite dangerous. Dangerous like Jeremy’s driving. We also go into a car accident in Rome.
7/4/63
Today is American independence day! Jeremy and I are having a few friends over for a celebration. Jeremy has been drinking a lot! to the point where he becomes a different person.
7/5/63
Jeremy hit me last night…he slapped me after I did not want to have sex with him. What is happening. I was so happy a month ago. Now I feel like I’m in a strange land with an even stranger man. I’m beginning to think I’ve made a huge mistake…
7/8/63
He’s becoming extremely possessive. I can no longer leave without him questioning me and bodyguard following. I feel trapped. I do not know much English and Jeremy refuses to get a teacher for me. Thus, I’m relying on him and his constituents to help me. I wonder how Paul’s doing.
7/19/63
The divorce has been finalized between me and Paul but I cannot help but think I made a terrible mistake. I wonder how I can get out of this. To make matters worse, I’m pregnant. I do not want children…at least not now and NOT with Jeremy. He’s a swine. I also saw him feeling up one of the maids here. I have so much contempt for him. I’m debating on whether or not I should tell him about the baby. Or maybe have an abortion. If I tell him, maybe he will stop hitting me.
7/23/63
Jeremy proposed to me and I declined. He then proceeded to assault me physically and sexually. I’m running out of makeup to hide the scars and bruises. This is so very sick. I hate him and even worse, I hate myself. I have to run away, I have to escape! I wrote a letter to Paul. I explained all that happened and that I was in deep trouble. I doubt he will even reply.
7/29/63
It is obvious that Jeremy’s drinking problem will not stop. Paul want’s nothing to do with me and I do not blame him. I was always so objectified by these men. They only want my body and when they find another interest they neglect or abuse me. This “male gaze” thing is so upsetting. I read about it in a book. I think it may apply to me. I will NOT be a victim any longer. I decided to tell Jeremy that I’m pregnant. He’s still abusive. He doesn’t want children. Actually, he wants to go move to Greece with his new girlfriend. He brought me here! I refuse to sit around and be miserable while he abuses me and have has the time of his life with other women. Remember that 45.? Well, today was the last time he’ll put his hands on me. I have to protect myself and my baby. As we were in a limo to Macy’s he hit and I fought back. It only got worse when we got home. He’s asleep now. He’s right next to me. I’m not sure what is going to happen next but it’s not time for him to feel the agony and abuse he put me through
No one has heard from Camille or Jeremy since the incident. There has been rumors of their whereabouts. The investigation is ongoing. 9/1/68
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👔🎓me and mum in 1996. Love you! But why does glasses? #graduation (at P.S. 250)
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